I’m really having a bad run of shouty days, I don’t know how to break the cycle. Morgan fusses, I get frustrated, Jenna does something normal and silly and not at all naughty and I blow up. I just feel so distant from them both, I don’t know where it has come from.
Martin and I are closer than we have been in months on the other hand – I think I’m just clinging to whatever makes me feel safe, running for cover and trying to ride out the storm of emotions. I’m so glad he’s here.