Busy worries and nursing strike

Our lives are still crazy, we have done so much this month we’ve not even made it to soft play or the library on our usual days. I’m feeling very low and I hope it isn’t affecting my girls too much. I just don’t want to give up and…

What if I’m overreaching myself? What if I can’t do all this stuff and hold my family together at the same time? What if I can’t even manage to do the basic stuff (ie feeding us all)? Where am I if this is the end of Morgan breastfeeding and it’s all my fault she couldn’t carry on? Can I live with myself for doing that to her if I put all this “other people” stuff ahead of her nursing?